it was in the morning, the rain started pouring, thoughts gushed back in my mind. and worst, emails add to the sorrow of a sober man. i regretted. so what ? still have to live on with life right? deaths are surfacing these few days. the saying : love your loved and cherish them. but many of us do not know how to do so. perhaps i didn't even learn from my last mistake. 

when i'm tired, i just wish to lie on bed and think of nothing else. 

when i'm sad, i just want to be alone. 

when i'm happy, all i did was just a smile.

when i'm angry, i just want to vent it on street basketball

three difficult words: i love you

it's hard to say. 

it's harder to feel.

things won't always go your way

be prepared for the worst.

and stay strong regardless of what.

a fake front do harm to you

transparency earns respect.